Friday, December 26, 2008

Twas the day after Chrismtas and all through the house







Toys were spread out from Santa's arrival less then 24 hours old. 3 kiddos refreshed from Long naps after Christmas day..ready for home made beignet's, eggs and (fake) bacon..Christmas Eve was the beginning, where it all truly began... of new and old traditions..from a yummy sushi dinner, to new Pj's for all, to leaving Santa plenty and cookies and cold cold milk. The reindeer were feed carrots on top of the rooftop, as only as Cedar would remark "reindeer's don't land on driveways, only rooftops of course" The kiddos left stockings and read 'twas the night before Christmas' before heading off to bed. I do believe this was the first night that Cedar exclaimed " I cant fall asleep fast enough" And I in my pj's and Pa in his too had begun to settle in with whisky and coke! When at sometime in sleep world Santa did come, he dropped of a Fairy House and stocking stuffers for all..and a cute pink piggy bank for the littlest of all. he snuck in those sweet cookies and off he did go...for we woke a few time to hear little people between 3-6 and finally got up to see if he came...I heard Cedar exclaim" I wasn't always good ....and he still came..bring just what I wanted!!!" Orien wandered where Santa had gone..a bit disappointed eh wouldn't be joining in all the present fun!! A few hours later..the last wrap had been torn..the last ribbon chewed on by Truth..and kiddos played all day with airports, cranes, legos and Fairy houses and people...and Truth quite happy with all her little organic dolls to suck on..we attempted to nap..but bikes needed riding, books needed reading, and energy was just too high..so we dashed out the door where Marys Lake Lodge cooked us wonderful meals of Grilled Ahi Tuna sandwiches, pasta and sundaes for good little boys! ahhhhh a bit more biking riding and off to bed for all! Merry Christmas to all and to all a great new year!!!!!

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Too tired to write

isn't that the point
..to clean the house, stash the laundry, and prepare a hot pot of chili, mulled wine and cider and celebrate the Winter Solsitce..
and that is exactly what happened.

...and now I am too tired to write of all the wonderful folks who attended, the warm bonefire, laughter, singing happy birthday to the sun and roasting marshmallows. Feel blessed to have such a wonderful family and communtiy out here in the mountains. Happy Solstice.....may the light shime a bit longer and stronger thoughout the months.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

speaking of memories

my sister and I when I was Truths age 6 monts for my first Christmas
Me (mommy ) when I was a new born in May of 78!!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Technically 7 months but happy half birthday Truth

Truth 6 months
Truth hours old!
Yes I am a bit behind but who is counting.
Dear Truth,
Happy half Birthday. You are a joy..in fact your entire existence is full of smiles, laughter, coos, bubble blowing, patience. I am at aw that my little baby girl already looks like a big girl. I just took you to have your 6 month pictures done and can't believe the difference in 6 months. You are no longer the sleepy, dark haired little girl. You Blue eyes fill the room and are irresistible! Your shiny, short red hair is adorable and you have a grin that says it all!! So far in your short 6 months you have grown from 7lbs13oz to a bit over 16lbs. You are able to sit up on you own for hours drooling over toys. You have always loved to be held on your belly and daddy does it best! You think the world of your brother giving them eye contact and chuckles and cuddles every morning. You live to have this funny screech yelp in the car! You are patient..always have been okay waiting. You LOVE snow. You cooed your way through a short walk the other day just watching the snow. You will let anyone hold you and you seems ever so happy!! You have been on a road trip, sat on Santa's lap, hiked riding on mamas back, sledded, witnessed a many birthday parties, been a turtle for Halloween, swam in pools, flown on a plane, played at the beach, traveled in an RV, and been loved by so many family members and friends. Truth you are always a breath of fresh air and I look forward to the million memories to follow!

Thursday, December 11, 2008

What is the REAL world?

I had a nice conversation with a friend today..mostly the kind where you catch up on each others lives, tell stories of raising the kiddos, share the rough spots and laugh together at parenting. Then I realized that while we were chattting..of future plans for family, work etc..it seemed we have created a list of reason why not to do something because "it isn't in the real world like that." And now just sitting here by the computer it dawned on me. What the hell is the real world??? Why do I and so many others constantly compare our dreams , ambitions, hopes, fears of life to the "real world" and I finish with dammit it This is the real world. My family is real, our daily choices are real, nature is real, living dreams should be real and let the rest of the world contemplate what fits the real world cause from this day forward I am living the Real world and my kids will see that it truly is REAL.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

sweet papas!!


here are Tom and Jody out hanging with there little girls....so sweet arent they!

Monday, December 8, 2008

Skating in a Winter Wonderland!






I cant believe it is already days into December.and visions of sugar plums are definitely dancing in our boys ahead...along with Santa, Elves, trees, darkness to light, stories of Christmas in so many cultures and of course those dream lists and letters already sent to Santa. I cant help but find the Magic in Christmas now having little ones. They truly believe in *MAGIC*little elves, one Joly St. Nick, a sleigh that flies through the night surprising kiddos with there dreams... Now I know this can seem to be a big consumer time..but honestly I still remember so many Christmas filled with family, love, music, cookies, staying up late to watch Rudolf on TV, and of course Santa making my dream comes true. From my Turtle Henry, to those Reebok Dance shoes...I wore till they died..So Yes, though some would say we can do w/o the "stuff".... Teaching moderation, magic, hope, and giving to all seems to be a better balance for our home. We discuss plenty about giving to people in need, donating our clothes, giving at toy/clothing to the needy, and Cedar gets it! He just got yet another pkg in the mail from relatives...and immediately wanted to return the favor saying he wants to send presents to his mimi's and grandpas...so sweet. So while the boys wait, count down with there advent calender, learn about different holiday cultures in school, prepare to have a Solstice Celebration, we are celebrating love and life daily..here's to living..in the present from skating, to sipping hot cocoa, to hayrides.. there is Magic in the air to all willing to see and celebrate....Cheers

Thursday, December 4, 2008

First snow is always best




Snowflakes cover our Mountain
I hear the footsteps of little people
Time:6am
I hide under the covers with Truth
Time:7 awake, feed the little boys and begin to hear the
"Can I go outside?"
Temp: 8 degrees
BURRRRR I say..lets wait..
Finally time for naps..realizing we haven't adventured out yet...
I suprise Cedar after he diddle dallys in his room with NO sleep
"get out side, grab your sled"
GRINS...
sleeping baby and toddler
Chains on car...
and bliss for one little guy!
"thanks mom" he just said.....
The first snow is ALWAYS BEST

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Rear View Mirror

I was driving..as I do plenty out here in the mountains and I had my millionth look in the rear view mirror moment and it dawned on me..those little people are mine back there...full of grins for the moment, and I was at peace and kind of shocked all at that millionth moment of looking in my rear view mirror....

Patch Bags for Sale from Back in the Day!!


Oh..sewing fever has returned. I just returned from the shed with bins and bins of fabric....and dreams of new clothing..bags...doll clothes etc!!! So here are the patch bags I believe Jody made back in Asheville where we would sell "hippie" stuff on the streets including handmade bags, hemp necklaces, large hula-hoops....Yes while I was in the woods at Work with the Juvies Jody would spend Fridays after 5 at the free music in downtown Asheville...so I am thinking of trying to supplement the family cash with the sewing...if any of you have a specific need holler..or if you want to buy one of these fine bags let me know...how does 10.00 sound????

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I did it..I did it!







I have to give myself props that I just finished my first hand made Waldorf Doll!!! And it feeels goooood! I started a class a couple weeks ago..visited it 3 times and whalllaaa...after dusting off the sewing machine, learning how to re-hand sew and machine sew I have Truths Christmas gift! I ahve that just accomplished something feeling..and love it. You know the one when you have truly been tried at something, stuck with it, and in the end feel empowered...hey might even want to do that again kind of feeling..so let the business begin!! Anyone in need of a doll..the cost is high but you will be satisfied!!!! Hooray.......