somewhere inbetween

I am somewhere in between..and so is my family in so many ways
in between hot 80 egree days and Fall 35 degree nights
live green leaves and falling yeallow leaves
1 coat of new paint on and one more to do
morning and evening
baby cries and baby smiles
long curly hair and short flat hair
seasons that bring life and seasons that bring death
half full and half empty bottles of wine
shorts and sweaters
running and walking!!(just started back 2 days ago)
the rich and the poor
loving school and missing mommy
loving school days and missing the kiddos
homeschool and school
bush and hopefully obama soon

ahh i do so love the autumn..the changes happening everday bring joy. Listening to Cedar get excited about the leaves changing, and Orien in echo!It is fun to watch Truth born in the spring now changing in the fall, making her new giggles, her smiles of love as we walk in a room, sitting in her bumbo chair. cheers to the fall

Buzz Buzz

With a tear in my eye, Cedar sat with the biggest grin, as daddy took the trimmers to his hair! Yes the curly, slightly out of control hair is no more..after 4 years of bed head dreadys, curls like you wont believe Cedar decided to go for the daddy hair cut..and well with some resistance Orien got a timming himself...he sat with tears at first but by the end was excited as well says he likes his hair cut! So on one hand i look with envy as a shaved head feels so smooth..and looks great as i hang with poundage of dreadys..but..am not ready to cut away just yet!!!! (if ever)so cheers to a new look for the eamonn boys! much like the look Truth is going for as well as she balds out in the back!

nearly 4 months old!

here you have it little Truth! She is full of life. She loves to have an excuse to smile and enjoys her waking moments with Orien in the morning! She is starting to chat it up in baby language..loves her fingers (like Orien), is a mellow loving little girl. notice her red hair showing up...boy am i introuble a taurus red head little girl!!!

Never too late!

Truths favorite way to hang out when not at home!!
Our boys and the flower girl at a recent wedding!!
Truth with a silly face!
daddy
mommy

So I have decided it is never too late! Not too late to post photos that are 3-4 weeks old...not too late to re-decided what I want daily for my kiddos and family, never too late to start over, to find a new way to live...never too late is my modo atleast for today!!! Lots has happened in this short time...the season has quickly changed from HOT summer days to CHILLY fall days...little Enchanted Circle waldorf school has started back up and Orien has begun to go 1 half day with his big brother and he loves it!! In fact he seems to already tell more stories then Cedar at times! Fun to watch just how different 2 kids can be. which gives me one half day a week just Truth and I...the girl mellow day!! Our first date of course Starbucks and al ooong walk along the lake! My mind has re-bugun to be open to new possibilites for the boys and school..back to those days thinking I am not a mold and neither are my children. I am not ready to mold them into the have toos and not supposed to ways of life..and so with that comes that wandering thought of homeschooling..we'll see. As i watch Cedar I just know he is not one for crowds, not one for lots of change and not one to have to wait out the swarms of others to finally be heard..not one to stand back with such astron will inside..so well see..let the year begin and well see where it takes us. Seems just like my thoughts on this country right now...How right the media has molded us...to never think for ourselves..to take everything to be fact from Speches(palin), to emails, new blurps.. i am shocked to stand next to other men and women who simply go with the crowd....never truly doing any research to back there ways of thinking an dliving and to that I am scard and embarassed...I keep wondering how I will explain our country to my kids as they age..How will I explain Nov 4th election if we dont stand in crowds for change...and if we dont stand for what is right NOW how will I ever explain this unfair, cruel world.... where the rich get richer and well we the poor get poorer is that possible????????So I pray that I am right to think IT IS NEVER TOO LATE