The moments i wish i could rewind

Yesterday. I had one of those flash, bam, reality moments where all seemed to fall to pieces. It did fall. He fell. I was filled. and not with anything that fills a person but just assists in reactions. And I wish I could have a rewind option. Just for a minute. It was scary, almost movie like. And then over. left filled with emotions, emptiness, everything. But thankfully all was fine in the end. and what i have taken from this..boy will be boys IMPULSIVE. BUT I,I,I will be that constant reminder of what can be.